Well where to start. I'm currently doing my High School Certificate. I've had my first exam and it seemed to go smoothly, i was happy with my performance and Alex seemed pleased with how she went as well so geo, p.e, society and culture, maths and english paper 2 to go.

I weighed in this morning at 78.5kg down from yesterday however by the end of the day i should be up around 81-82kg. Just a little dehydrated right now and i've got hardly any food in me apart from about 80grams carbs and 40grams protein so far today. Does anyone else eat tuna for breakfast? Little bit of advice, don't.

My sleeping pattern is seriously fcuked up. I went to bed last night at around 3am. I just kept doing things. For a major part of that time from 1:15am till bout 2:30 I was looking at artwork and stories etc on this site. I'm only new to it, but i've fallen in love with this site and its mostly out of respect for the artists. There are so many talented people in the world that you will never meet, you will never walk past or you will never see their skills first hang. I think its great that a site like this can be produced and have people show off their talents so others may enjoy it as much as they do. I'm not a talented guy at all. I can't draw (except for a snail which i learn in like year 4), i can't sing (at all), i can't write stories for shit. I spose I was given other talents in life. And in a way I feel bodybuilding is mine. Now I don't believe in God and I am not christian. However I do feel everyone is put here for a reason and everyone has a talent. I feel that bodybuilding/personal training is mine. I want to be the best. Just like everyone else does right?

I mean. Is it wrong to wanna help others with their bodies, or make them feel better emotionally/mentally? I don't think so at all. I think what I want to do is a good thing and thats why i'll continue to follow this career until I believe what i'm doing is wrong.

My fav pic of the day would have to be the cosplay of Bloodrayne. Its by ~Anti-Saint.
Very pretty girl with a nice little fetish twist of vampirism.

Today i'm off to study with my mate Hayes, then its shoulder day. Tonite i'm off to dinner with my girlfriends family and friends. I'm looking forward to it. I get to spend xmas with her. I haven't celebrated xmas with someone for like 7 years. Long story short. I never saw the "special" in it. This year will be no different, my family will be all over the place. Parents in Sydney with my dad's family. My brother in England with his girlfriends family, and i'll be in Canberra. LOL talk about close ties.

This looks like a nice place to do my online journal so i'll end up doing this everyday i'd say. If you were bored enough to read this plz don't hesitate to comment. Why your reading this i have no idea.

Thanks
-Benny.